Carolines Blog
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Hey everybody, I am in Oklahoma meeting my mom, sister, and brother for the first time, since I was adopted 17 years ago. She is amazing in every way. Sometimes, I wish she would just hug me and never let go, because I am so afraid of loosing her again. My little sister is cool. We get along great and my little brother is so funny. He is reandomly stupid and that's what makes him so exciting. I love them all!!! I will be moving to Oklahoma in about a month when ever I go back to Bryan, Texas and get my shit to come back here. The only problem is I have a boyfriend down in Bryan and I live with him and his family. He is upset with me and I don't kow how to end the relationship on a good ote. I really don't care all that much about a good note, but just to be nice, it would help. He is very obsessive and very childish. I don't know what to do. He is entirely too clingy and that is that part that bugs the shit out of me. Tha fact that he is so clingy affects the way that he is controlling. Not a bad type of controlling, just the fucking anoying part of clingy, controlling, man. If anybody has some advice, I would love it!!! I have no clue how I am goingb to do all of this. My other family is still an Bryan, except for me grandpa and one of my brothers. I am going to miss them so much.
Also, I have to get done with school some how. I don't kbow how, but I need to get done with school, because I can't stad it at all!!! I am a senior in high school, and I got kicked out in January, for and MIP.Now I have to take MADD classes, AA classes, and do 8 hours of communittee service, while in school. Life sucks!!! I can't do everything all at once. Anyways, if anybody has any advice for me, let me know please!!! Talk to all of you later.
Love,
Carrie Slovacek
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